Wednesday, September 16, 2009

at tension!!!!!!

anyone who took my SAt booklet that Mr. Yujin gave to me, pliz inform me a.s.a.p....I need to return it back to him...(i'm really sori for my carelessness, Yu Jin)...act i left it on my table, while i'm going to perfom my prayer....sadly, when i came back, it has gone......but, dun wori Yu Jin, i'll try my best to find it....

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Handling SAT

SAT . It stands for whatever you want to put it for . For your information , I've been given a chance by Mr Yu Jin to experience SAT 1 last week . But , this time it was not the usual SAT , kind like pc based SAT . Anyway after all , its been quite disaster for me . sigh . I don't really enjoy my first marks in SAT to be honest . Dissapointment :( The exact word to describe my SAT marks . The vocab part and the grammar part was the hardest to me and I realize I need to work hard in overcoming the problem . Nevertheless , I will hold Mr Yu Jin words and fight for good marks in future SAT . Not that future by the way . I try to be positive and I will work hard to raise my SAT marks . For sure . Keep my word and kill me if i don't do well later . SAT is just around the corner and it's already knocking my door .

From my experience , I never do well in my first attempt in any fields . I still remember when my first try in attempting rugby . It was seriously suck . But , I put an ample efforts toward it , listen to others words and train hard . Finally I achieved my target , that was becoming a good player . I learned something very meanigful from that particular experience , that was , we must put our best effort in achieving our dream . Our goal . And I firmly believe that nothing impossible in this world .

So , here i try to remind myself again , that whatever obstacles ( mainly SAT ) that I facing with now , I will be always working hard to get rid of it and achieve what I want to achieve . To my friends , my classmates and my lecturers , I need your support . Because I believe without the support from you guys , I will never touch my dream or even smell it (if the dream can be smell) . So far , you guys have been a fantastic supporter and friend to me . I wish and pray to God that we , section 02 , will do the best in our upcoming SAT 1 test . :)

Smile and always smile :)
Alif Ahmad

National Service

Yeah , the subject that I've been dying in waiting to write it . Finally , I got the chance to write this blog . I just don't have enough time before to write this blog with this kind of subject . It's all about telling you guys bout my experience , what I've been through in NS ( I'm referring to National Service ) in and out of it . Ya , it's quite annoying actually . Telling you guys about my past . But anyway , it's up to you whether you want to continue to read this or you just simply press alt+F4 . Firstly , I wanted to tell you guys that NS ain't that sucks just like you heard from your friends before . It was quite interesting actually . :)

It was 26th of December 2008 . The final night before I went to this NS . So , it was like my final night for me gathering and lepaking with my buddies . We had this lepaking at 15
( what we used to call seksyen 15 bangi ) at mamak stall that usually we used to watch manchester united match . After we had our mee goreng mamak with ayam goreng ( haha I don't need to mentioned it actually ) , we went to downtown kajang to get some chicks to watch ;D . What we used to call as 'cuci mate' . It was barely disspointed because there was no hot chicks around that place that we can kacau kacau with them . Enough for the nite ;D

In the morning , waking my self up was just like hell . Many times I asked myself ' is it the day ? ' sighing . My thought before just like you guys , NS sucks , NS is like a hell , NS is the last place where u wish u wanna go . So , my parent sent me at the bus stop and all the bye-ing activity took place . Tiredly I slept in the fuckin old bus . I guess that government did not have enough money to support for more sophisticated bus ;D . By the way , in the bus I sat beside a guy that became one of the important person in my NS camp later . And for almost 2 hours , I arrived at the camp . It was situated in rural village side nearby Kuala Kubu town .

The 1st day at the camp was quite boring .There were only trainees from Selangor and Perak inside the camp . Trainees from Sabah and Sarawak will be arrived around tomorrow morning . So it was like no activity yet for us inside the camp . One word can described the day , ponderous . But , I tried my best to not to be boring by spending my time picking acquaintance with others and read my novel ( that I never read before ) . At about 3 days , all the dorms were already fulfilled by trainees including from Sabah and Sarawak . By the way , my first thought towards them ( the borneos ) was they were very arrogant and not very friendly . Maybe not all of them were like that . I was not really mind bout that actually . But the girls were very beautiful :) The borneo girls to be specific .

Character building class . One of the class that was compulsory to all trainees . A class that was very kindergarten alike . So it's like we having this class in the morning daily wearing this extremely not so comfortable shirt provided to us . It was not actually shirt . I don't know how to describe it . But never mind . First , we must assembled like a primary school student according to our class ( that had been already arranged ) . The purposes of this class are to shape and mold our character within ourselves . It was not 100% effective I guess but at least I did felt the changes before and after I finished this class . The whole lesson took place to finished at about 18 days .

Now , it was for integration class . Just before this new class started , Aids class took place first . What I can say bout this Aids class was interesting and fun :D Well you know where the fun part took place right . They taught how to wear condoms ( the only thing I remember until now ) , what was the consequences of having a sex and much more . It's all about sex things actually ;) Let I move on onto integration class . Thanks God it was not kindergarten alike like in the character building class I told you guys before . Here they thought us on others religion and ethnic groups . How do their celebrates their raya's , what kind of celebration they celebrate , what is the purpose of celebrating it , what was the story behind ones ethnic raya's and the thing sounds something like that . To me , it was quite interesting to know about others religion and ethnic . I can see the purpose of goverment installing this kind of class in NS was to plant sense of respect toward each others religion and ethnic .

A last class for us , a class called 'Kenegaraan' . I don't really know how to translate kenegaraan in english actually ;D . The class started simultaneously with one other last class called 'Khidmat Komuniti' . Comunity Service in english , right ? ;D . Kenegaraan class was all about discussing on our goverment administration system . In the class , we had been given a chance to talk and question on mainly about goverment . I took this chance to totally condemned goverment . The teacher was like totally defending on the goverment while I'm the one who all the time blaming goverment ( haha ) ;D .Absurdly , I'm became very talkative in my class . Always being a protester to statement made by the teacher ;D . I still remembered when there was a debate-like-parliment slot where it was girls vs boys . I'm the one who lead the boys and always opposed the girls statement ( haha ) . It was like a havoc situation back then and seriously it was not parliment anymore . But after all , we all enjoyed our time together in a class named KN8 that won most patriotic class award . I seriously don't know where was the element of patriotic came from . Anyway congrats to us ( cheers ) :) Back to comunity service . It was mainly on visiting the oldster shelter and a kind of like it . We were also given a chance to donour our blood at the National Blood Center . Seriously , it was awesome . The needle was so fuckin big and when I pumped my hand ( it was one of the procedure ) to sucking the blood out from my arm , it was like hell yeah ( hahaha ) . After finished myself pumping my own blood to a plastic bag , I felt a dizzyness like having shisha alone . An experience that I will never ever forget .

The activities like shooting , kayak-ing ( I don't know how to spell it seriously ) where the two activities that were absent in my camp table . It sucks . But we still enjoying the activities like flyin fox , marching ( daily activity , even when you are goin to sleep ) , kembara berhalangan ( help me , what is the word for this in english ), wirajaya ( entering woods ) , abseiling ( correct me if im wrong ) and many more . And all other activities that I had no mention here were involving team work activities . There was one phrase that have been always used in the camp by almost all the company to keep their spirit of together-ness alive , I think you guys already know it , a famously known phrase of Wonderpet , ' Ape yang penting , kerjesame ' . There was one memory across my mind while writing the phrase . It was when the marching competition took place . Our marching quality was like kindergarten level and we just couldnt be bother anymore bout it . Our chief of company then told us before the competition , don't be too facus on winning . Just enjoy it . Then this phrase created , ' ape yang penting , 8 hari ' . ( hahaha ) Since for the coming 8 days we will be at home , so the phrase meant to remind us not to take seriously to win the competition . And like we have been expecting before , we got the 2nd worst team in the competition . ( sigh ) After all , we were happy bout it . We look even happier than the best team and we were celebrated it more than the winning team . ( crazy )

Friends was the best part of the NS . Here I've got the chance to be acquainted with so many of borneos . They look very arrogant for the 1st time but i was totally wrong bout them . Since almost of 75% of my camp were borneos , many of my friends were also borneos and I've been learning their language at the same time . Their language sounded pretty much like indonesian and it's funny plus cute :) I miss them like a hell .
Moving on to girls . Yeah . I know when boys talking bout NS , there will always be a story on girls . I still remembered me and my friend used to be usha-ing all the cute girls when eating time comes . We will always sit at the place that facing the girl sitting place ( taklehblah gle syial ) and start usha-ing the cute and hot girls . Some girls responded well and some not even stare at us back . What they used to call , selling high ;D

An experiece is always priceless . You can't buy experience . Trust me . Like in the coldplay song , Fix You , ' when you never try you never know ' . When you do something that you don't like or you never done it before , take it positively , enjoy all the moment and I'm sure the result will be positive .

Smile and always smile :)
Alif Ahmad